In the Hungover
Bathroom of Wakefulness
I hold my own hair and
stare at the blurred
reflection in the
mirror. I understand
it should be me, but I am
having trouble
recognizing my own
features. The ants,
exploding like hiccups,
complete with sound
effects, are
distracting. I start
to wonder if we drank the
same thing
as my feet seem to be
floating
three inches off the
ground.

Crevices
Bigotry, love and
God.
Incomprehensible
existences
arrogantly sucking
realitys marrow.
Down my throat,
a more exact
comprehension, a burning
desire to find my own
source,
a salvation without
special instructions
or millions of definitive
holes
to fall
through.

Of Fire
flint
spark
embered
ignition
flares
consumes
itself
turns surroundings
to ash

I Count
Memories
like spaces between the
clocks
tickings - a language of
uniform
solice, I know these
silences
as well as the back of my
eyelids.
They have become screens
of screaming
sheep I pretend to ignore
-
their bleetings are
bleeding my nights
as the moon and my misery
rise
into a fire I despise
twice
as much as the
sun.

The Waves Have
Teeth
Rising crest conceals
feral beast. White
foam and white skin become
synonymous
until crash settles,
reveals territorial fin
too late. The surfer
survives the ride, falls
prey to distraction.
Victory is overshadowed
by congratulatory
bite.