Rolling down the
hills
rolling down the
hills of forgotten yesterdays, lost
in barrels of rotgut
where children drowned and women cried
the open highway a
neon sign flashes somewhere too damn afar
gunning the bike
rushing to the end, the edge VISIBLE
Im coming the
doctor rides beside me two hogs bringing back
angelic destruction
here we are back cower away rush to
your basements the
neon sign brighter closer nothing around it
just the fucking
sign no bar no dive no honkytonk no strip joint
where are the
others? theyll arrive soon patience and some PCP
can fix it all
doctors prescription washing the drugs with wild turkey
(101, motherfucker!)
and the world makes sense the edge
remains uncrossed
just one step one wrong tilting of the chair,
it never takes much
just one second one moment one goddamn
right decision to
counter the thousand wrong ones of a lifetime spent
without purpose
speeding down the highway no one around not
even balls of hay
just the air the desert the road the melting asphalt
are we here yet? no,
but its right over there and right over there
often means millions
of miles away beyond the borders of
a neighboring solar
system but we gun it nonetheless its all
theres left
the speed the air smashing against our faces
the rush of the
chase of catching the right neon sign the one
pointing to the
dream and the desert turns into an icy apocalypse
then into razed
ruins of massive cities and the metropolises turned
into shack-infested
ruins and sharks walk the land
elephants swim and
rhinos fly the ballet of the dead has
arrived one
functioning kidney the price of admission
gunning it away with
a case of beer drunk and high on speed
speeding away from
the carnivals of the breathing corpses of the
melting men the
fires die down blue flames in the air mushrooms
resurface the
drunken man in the corner still begs for nickels
the neon sign
flashes its dying light and the voice of god compels us to
rage.

Crazy
Drunk
it can happen to
anyone; especially us drunkards,
if we stumble upon
some money on happy hour.
still remember some
of the winos I shared vino with
during winter nights
in a park in Denmark; theyd
screech and yell at
strangers, suddenly
storm off, or flip
the bird to the sky (at God or
whatever they
believed in).
at the time, I was
more of a calm drunk; with sparse outbursts now
and then.
free bar at the
10-year reunion of my high school; several gin and tonics
in, they got me
good.
not in a good mental
placethough, I never truly was
and eventually I
lashed off; stormed off a place we went afterwards
with people I
hadnt seen in a decade, for reasons unknown.
nearly kicked the
door down when I came home. wherefore,
no one will ever
know.
crazy drunk;
Ive been there once or twice lately.
drinkings the
ultimate way to discover the real you,
the monsters lurking
in the shadows, tormenting you
during sober times.
perhaps, I scared
some old classmates off;
maybe, come next
reunion, theyll steer away.
have a few new
numbers in my phone; not sure to whom they belong.
maybe, eventually,
Ill get around checking it. maybe not.
sinking tequila in
the dead of the night; all alone in
the dark room,
feeling right at home.
drunk, but serene
drunk.
its people and
being away from a comfortable
floor to pass out on
that gets me mad.
hopefully, someone
will open a free bar in my living room
sometime
soon.

Green
Flames
green flames leap
through fissures, great cities turn
into lush jungles,
ancient forests become
abandoned stone
ruinsskyscrapers fall, sewers are
elevated to the
clouds, gutter rats fire up
Cuban
cigarsyellow plumes of smoke shoot up to
purple clouds
washing away blue blood from
cracked
sidewalkslonesome man on a winding
highway, wild-haired
and wild-eyed, with a shotgun
takes down all
adjectivesbrothers from other lives,
morose nights under
exploding starsone last night,
homes burned
down, banks exploding, the high men
go low, down to the
melting coreburn it down!
burn it
up!knock it back, throw it downflames leap
through fissures on
former avenuesplanes float, ships fly
children play, men
crypacifists bleed, soldiers drinkwhen the
first spaceship
landed no one looked upthroughout galaxies love
was sought, it
resided nowherepour it strong, Jimthe end
comes!
the cry of the
madman in the cornerrum to raid banks, bourbon
to conquer the
thinning highwaygrowls, here they comewere
deadno
one
gives a
damn.

theres
always another drink
theres always
another drink, its what
makes life worth
living, every breath worth
drawn; that fresh,
cold, tall drink at the end of the rainbow.
when all you get is
shit served as gourmet overpriced meals,
you get that new
fresh drink have a swig at it and feel alive,
the world suddenly
and inexplicably makes sense when it didnt
five seconds ago.
theres always another drink, at the end of
the darkening
rainbow or at the disposal of the bored dull bartender
you have a swig at
it, feel alive, breathe, breathe it in then fire up
a cigarette,
breathe, livethe rainbows dead but theres another
drink
somewhere.

Whats up
with poetry, man?
in the corner of the
bar, hunched over a stack of cocktail napkins;
country from the
speakers, only two other regulars hunkering in their booths
over cold cheap
draft beer, and Jim pretended to count the bottles.
the pencil moved
over the napkin like a menacing tornado destroying
cities and countries
and even planets, a destructive force not even
gods can stop; felt
good burning down every little cottage and every
phallus shaped
skyscraper without remorse nor guilt,
destroy, destroy,
dest
roy, des
tro
y
the call from below,
the agonizing cries of the butcheredfry, evaporate,
liquidating
companies and the unemployed fill up the gutter, all the
good mattresses and
sturdy cardboxes taken, move over motherfuck
er it felt good
good tall highball,
gin and tonic, slice of lemon, two ice cubes,
the magic pencil on
fire, napkin after napkin more razed battlefields
mass graveyards of
young dreamers that never saw life never felt a kiss
the soft womanly
touch under the red of dusk
nothing produces
stronger lines than weak lovethe cold embrace fuels
the line, the sight
of a man that lost it all scraping by for just one cold beer
away from the snow a
picture worth far more than purple flowers
in orange
meadows
fires rage
everywhere, reddish leaping flames masquerading deformed
faces and bodies and
long legs and toned abs and long blonde hair
and green eyes and
hazel eyes and blue eyes all shining glistening
through the leaping
flames fissures all around the earth crumbles
shatters through the
walls nothing stands but tall cement walls built
when you were a baby
and the gods unborn wines poured in some tavern
by the sea a toast
from the great ancient drunkard Timocreon
he sings his lost
ballads Euripides begs his gods to appear to save the day
forget it
man
whats up
with you and poetry, man? Crazy Linda asked, once more
trying to bum off a
beer and a kissnot much, I shrugged, the pencil
didnt move
away, the gaze still on the lines a drop of sweat
some blood, draining
the gin and tonic going for bourbon
time for some wine
of the soul and more napkins are ordered alongside
a cold draft beer
some strong Four Roses and the pencil goes back to work
not destroying this
time
Mak
ers
Mar
k
Make
rs
M
ar
k
Makers
Mark
Makers
Mark
crazy, insane,
madness
madness
nothing else matters
the dream the
top-shelf orders without having to sell a kidney
why do you
write poetry? did you become a fag? she insisted
no, damn
it! I slammed the counter, Jims feet left the sticky wooden
floor.
poetrys
power, it lives inside booze. ask Dylan, Buk, ask them all,
even Kerouac had it
in him. you drink, the words
make no sense, but
the world does.
and, in the end,
its what we need.
she slithered away
with her drink, I smirked, drank up,
ordered another
round.
napkins came, worlds
were destroyed,
putting it all down
for the future generations never to find.

Fires in the
Sky
sparrows on fire
soar through purple
clouds of sorrow
down the cruel pathway of yesterday where one
poet drank eighteen
whiskies, murdered by a damn dumb quack then
legends born and
warnings formed the nightingales on windowsills s-
it crying out roars
for lost tomorrows the deathly and deadly warning of
morose nights to
come down that a-way we all went dry tobacco wet martinis
in our flasks and
pockets galloping in our broken down cars the neon signs we
crossed were out no
hope in the air as the flaming sparrows came down to
the edge of the
sidewalk hitchhiking rides to other times we offered
they
refused
we cried and drank
and passed out in the freezing desert day the nights
too hot to handle we
sweated buckets and wet martinis can only do
so much we had
nothing else we swilled them down we drowned
phoenixes may rise
from their ashes we do not we did
not we
knowingly entered the madness unleashed beasts buried since
Platos and
Timocreons time farewell world new beginnings final
preparations and the
roadtrips long and one-way.