Corner
Stool
theres no more
reassuring spot in a bar than
the corner stool, facing
the lined up bottles like
soldiers ready for the
final warn-ending charge.
everywhere around you
people chirp away, nipping colorful cocktails.
in the corner youre
invisible, invincible and indomitable.
the barmaid sports the
widest, most overwhelming and mesmerizing
smile and
pours you a fresh, frothy
beer the moment the old ones dry.
straight from the tap,
ice-cold first sip, foam soaks the unkempt mustache.
the stool next to you
remains empty, occupied by the ghost of a former love
and on occasion you catch
a glimpse of a phantom cowboy hat, a nod
from those that were and
never again will be.
trading beer for bourbon,
chasing one with the other to hunt down
lost dreams. last call
always looms in the air,
you order another round,
no one yells the two most dreadful words
in every language of the
world and you fire up a cigarette, chasing
the smoke down with beer,
and the beer with bourbon.
youre alive, in the
best spot of the bar, and no one around you knows
why your grin is broader
than of those that supposedly have everything.

A fridge full of
beers
no sight more encouraging
and upliftingkeep your inspirational
stories to
yourselfall I need to feel like theres hope in the
universe,
that things will somehow,
someway work out, is opening the fridge
and seeing 20-30 bottles
standing thereearly in the afternoon, the first three
drained and thats
how it goesmore to go, come dawn Ill be passing
out on the floor,
its alright, I just need the comfort of a fridge
full of beers, its
only then the worlds not out to get me, at least I
dont feel its
gripthats what matterssimple things for simple men,
you shell out the cash
you earned through backbreaking day labor but
goddamn it
you earned a night of
serious beer drinkingthe bars dont need you
tonight, let them pour
weak cocktails for other peopledrink
the beers up, feel good,
get upliftedwe need booze because the world
IS out to get us, feel
its grip crashing
your windpipecrack
a bottle of icy Stellafeel its
smoothness and palatable
tastesavor itit might be your last night
of serious
drinkingtomorrow they might ban booze againthere are
more neo-prohibitionists
than drunkardsdire prospects, dark futurethe
suits nipping on one
cocktail all night wont care if its
bannedtheyll
drink tea and be
finethey banned smokingsoon, the dives shall
be closedI have a
fridge full of beers and tonight
I dont
caretomorrow will be another storytonight,
as long as theres
beer in my fridge and in my hand,
I am freeI salute
you, my friend, and hope youre drunk too.
you better be, because
tomorrow they might call us criminals for
enjoying booze a little
too much.

it's all about the
game
for a quick buck millions
bet
on 22 fuckers chasing a
ball
around. the players earn
millions or
peanuts, the army
of
dead try to capitalize on
them, make
a quick dollar by
placing
bets day and night on
matches taking place
from downtown London all
the way
to the tiniest Indonesian
village, hoping
for the right final score
and some money
to cover the expenses.
with cheap
beer, and cheaper
cigarettes, they scrutinize
the statistics, studying
the game, placing
bets, trying to master
the process and
bring the big
prizes
home. hem had his bulls,
buk
the horses. for me,
its not
about the game, its
about
the players, the dead,
melancholy
eyes staring at results
on glistening
screens hoping for
the
right teams to win. a
world relying upon
miracles, I
observe
those struggling to live
while incorporating
my shortcomings on the
blank page that
deserves a pen dipped in
infernal flames.

Memories of an empty
needle
dont forget
me! those were
her parting words when
she
boarded the airplane,
flying
far, far away. he
returned
to the bar; ordered
bourbon neat and spoke
not a word. they had
spent
few months together,
now
she was gone. he twirled
his finger: another lowball
of bourbon, a shot of
gin. a combination to
kill the heart,
eviscerate the thoughts, annihilate
emotions. soon, he found
a free line
to snort, more needles
were bought (or stolen).
like shed promised,
she returned; he
failed to
recognize her smile. she
was a stranger. so
was hehed
traipsed into
a different realm. she
tried
to bring him back, her
kisses
did not suffice, the glow
in
her eyes went unnoticed.
he
drank, shot, snorted, and
smoked. in his
swirling world there was
nothing, in her world
everything was refulgent.
how could
you forget me?
those were
her new parting words
when she
boarded a
different plane flying to
the same destination.
he stayed behind, not the
same; another
shot in the arm, the new
became old and
he finally
remembered.

the falling
leaf
down it spirals slowly,
dancing with
the breeze, the gentle
rain
pushing it to the ground;
it ignores
the heartless pavement,
the freezing cement.
a soft landing, it turns
moist in seconds. condemned
to be blown away by the
caprices of the wind,
to see other places and
other times without
perception nor thought,
just a directionless
existence doomed to be
too short
and
meaningless.