Wrong
Dance
this new keyboard feels
wrong,
the lines dont
dance like they used to. its
impossible to type, to
make words do the tango,
impossible to coerce some
rhythm.
the fingers dont
know where to go, what to do,
the pace dwindles;
writing on the wrong keyboard
is like fucking a devoted
nun, like sleeping next
to a woman that
doesnt have a husband looking for her with a shotgun.

Silent
Nights
moons up once more,
fifth glass of rotgut poured; phones
been silent and
theres no feeling more
supernal. no annoying
voices, no imbecile questions of
how are you? what
are you doing? hows life treating you?
no reason to pretend the
world makes sense; you beg the
bluebird on the sill to
take you away.
whiskey, cigarettes,
music, and no living soul; nights are long,
frigid, crepuscular;
superlative.
meeting people is for
others, for those that
once dreamt of being
firefighters, doctors, scientists, lawyers
for people that saw
movies and prayed for the popular life
theyd never attain.
phone hasnt rung in days,
the peace is glorious;
employers dont want me,
publishers abhor me, I
have no friends.
just my whiskey, my
cigarettes, and the good music.
every night might be the
lastthe sun always rises five
minutes before I pass out
on the floor and the sanguine sunrays
fry a piece of my
withering soul.
one day the ringing phone
shall shatter the brilliant silence.
a sip, a drag, a new
song; another silent
night of
self-contemplation and for as long as
theres some money
in the drawer
I wont need my
phone to ring.

The Men in White
Suits
always the same old
story,
theyre
coming, they took the ones next door.
its alright,
were still here
theyll come
for us, too
well be here,
waiting
you never see the trouble
with others being dragged away;
even when they float on
the same shit pool,
following the same
crooked path,
wishing that the yellow
brick road leads to a better place.
tears of a
century,
cries of pain from all
four corners of the world;
pirates of the seven seas
disembarked, their vessels wood for camping bonfires.
they took us all.
no one escapes, nothing
remains hidden forever.
landscapes in the
horizon,
new places to visit,
virgin territories to
conquer, rape, abandon whilst the corpse is still warm.
tall mountains, deep
oceans,
no signs of life.
nothingness;
a vast void, it feels all
right.
a forest bursting into
flames,
tall reddish waves
demanding victims, devouring everything;
a seashore devastated,
sharks ashore and their jaws snap in search of a last meal.
city on fire, singed
ghouls gallop about, last breaths, final exasperated wails for help.
theyre coming
for us

Homesick
Blues
staring the foreign sky
that once I sought,
seeing no blue
dragonsonly in vicious dreams of yesterland
while hollow men
approach, eager to offer packaged happiness
that wont do shit.
after years of nirvana-chasing,
empty promises and cold
embraces have nothing to offer.
once upon a time,
I sought it all, sired
the one monster that truly mattered.
faced by the creation,
confronted by the madness,
once more rolling down
the lifeless hills
forevermore to seek for
that pair of eyes Ill never replace.
fruitless moments,
gawping at a grey sky that
produces no majestic
feelingsthe nightingales are all
lying in unrest in algid,
shallow graves,
someone from afar is
typing madly to create the
new unread masterpiece of
the era.
its
alrightsomeone walks down the street,
I recall the dark
mornings of yesterday, the joggers in
their hot pants,
searching in the melting
snow for the spike.
pointlessnessthe
one steady of my existence and
rummaging through the
page
is the sole thing
Ive ever known.