It was a Tuesday and it was Ians
birthday. Like any other day in his carefully planned life it began at 7.45
when the alarm went off and his elderly Teasmade hissed into action. The radio
- preset for Radio 4 - came to life and another day began. Predictable,
everything in its own accustomed place, at a time of his choosing, his life was
routine, dull, uneventful - just as he liked it. Then he opened his laptop,
clicked on the BBC website and everything changed.
There it was in the snippets among the
breaking news. Human bones found in WW2 shelter. The couple of
lines that followed were brief, but enough. Merseyside Police are
investigating the discovery of human bones found in a wartime air-raid shelter
during its demolition. A forensic examination will take place this
morning.
He sat back and reread the item. Like so many
others used to spending time alone Ian talked to himself.
OK. Lets assume for a moment that
theyve found her. After all, there cant be that many old shelters
still left up there by now, and a second one with a body in it No way.
Its got to be the same one. There might be another body from years ago
maybe a man not Amy. No, thats just too unlikely. If
theres a body it must be her. He tried to work out what
would happen next.
First, theyd have to identify
her. If they cant, then Im OK. If they do, then theyd dig out
their files, see my name, track me down and then the questions would start all
over again. Be sensible, Ian. Do nothing. Just keep an eye on the news updates
and - who knows? Just wait and see. He looked at his watch it was
10.15 - and lit the first cigarette of the three he allowed himself each
day.

Amy, his first real girlfriend, in a
relationship so innocent, so old fashioned almost, that todays youngsters
wouldnt understand. Theyd been together for about six months when
Ian was called up for National Service. They put him in the RAF for his two
years, but with a UK posting the two carried on seeing each other regularly.
Everything seemed fine between them perhaps they were even in
love if theyd thought about it. That is as far as a couple of
teenagers back in the fifties understood what the words really meant.

When Amys mother reported her missing
all those years ago, hed been the first to be questioned. As far as the
police knew Ian was the last person to have seen her, so thats where they
started. Fair enough hed have done the same in their place.
His answers to all the questions were simple
enough and never changed. Yes, he had been with Amy that evening, and the
last he had seen of her was as he left her on the corner of the main road
within sight of her front door. This was what they always did and this time was
no different. No, he hadnt actually seen Amy go into the house as a No 8
trolley bus was coming and he had run to catch it. He stuck to his
story, so without more to go on they couldnt do anything other than
release him. They continued the search but Amy was never seen again.

He didnt clearly recall what the first
quarrel had been about. Some silly something happened, and theyd had a
tiff that deepened into an argument. Hed gone back to camp as usual on
the Sunday thinking theyd finished. A couple of days later hed
received a letter and didnt recognise the handwriting. He remembered
sitting on his bed in the hut and opening it. Amys mother, a woman
hed never met, had written to him. Shed told him how upset Amy was,
and asking if there was anything he could or would do to get the two of them
together again. As Ian was already missing Amy more than hed expected to,
he wangled a 48-hour pass, they met, made up, and carried on as if nothing had
ever gone wrong. A couple of weeks later, theyd been having a long chat,
something was said that Ian didnt like, hed picked up a loose
half-brick, hit Amy, knocked her to the ground, then beat her to death. He
covered her as thoroughly as he could with rubble and went home.
That was in 1952. Back then there were still
air raid shelters left from the war. The one hed hidden Amy in was on a
patch of scrubland at the edge of a steep bank near a stream. its position was
probably why, sixty years later, it still hadnt been knocked
down.

Now that he was nearly 80 would they accept
him as an old man who was going gaga? Doubtful. Too many people see him around
and know hes not. And as for suddenly developing amnesia or something
the medics wouldnt wear that. No, its just a matter of
sitting tight, waiting and hoping. So long as they didnt find the
1250.
Any serving member of the Royal Air Force has
a 1250 identity card. It is or certainly was back then blue,
about the same size as a credit card, with a photograph of the individual and
his ID details. It was a chargeable offence not to have one if asked to produce
it. Ians 1250 went missing on the evening he killed Amy. It would have
been the act of an idiot to go back to the shelter and look for it so he simply
reported it missing when he went back to camp after the weekend. He wasnt
put on a charge but had a severe reprimand from the C.O. It also cost him a
48-hour pass.

If they did come looking, they shouldnt
have any trouble finding him. He was still Ian Maynard, now living in Yeovil,
but all of that was above board and on record. He hadnt behaved like a
man with a secret to hide. Just that one house move when he went to work for
Westland Helicopters and he and Elaine had moved south. That was forty odd
years back. Hed done all the correct things in the correct way
mortgage (long paid off by now) no fiddling of his taxes, proper council
tax payments the lot. Hed been particularly careful when Elaine
went, making sure about tax allowances and things. Just keep a low profile and
merge with the crowd had been his policy.

As Elaine came into his thoughts he glanced
across his lawn he might give it another cut later today and
confirmed that everything was as it should be. Especially where it had to be,
in the corner where the compost heap was. Bit of an eyesore, but an essential
one. It did its job. A biggish garden, lawns back and front, flower beds
- just too much for a man who didnt actually like gardening. And what did
a man of 79 living alone need a three-bedroom detached for anyway? He
didnt, of course, but how could he move with that compost corner as it
is?

Paddys Any jobs you want doing,
Sir? had been like manna from Heaven to Ian. With the Fletchers
from next door away on the first day of their caravan holiday the timing
couldnt have been better. The hole was dug that morning exactly as Ian
stipulated and he didnt quibble over the payment the man asked for. Just
some discreet tidying up and sorting later after dark and the job was done.
Another day or two later the smell could have been a real problem.
Elaine. Yes, it could get really difficult if
the police started asking questions about her. To his neighbours and
acquaintances Ian was the innocent party a man whose wife had chosen to
walk out of his life for good leaving no address, nothing. Ians
story was that he now assumed there was another man in it somewhere but he
hadnt known at the time. The same comment was made several times when he
told his story: Well, Ian, its probably a blessing there are no
children involved. It might have been accepted locally, but that old bat
of her sister up in Edinburgh had never believed it. Still, she must be
turned 90 by now, so with a bit of luck she might have popped her clogs.
or, at least, gone gaga. Ian glanced again at the compost corner. No, somebody
finding Amy was enough for now. The last thing he needed was for somebody to
start digging around into the matter of where his wife had been for the last
thirty years.