Rink
a buzz of speed
& basement grease
slick
the party lights, I
never graduated bumper
bowling, holy Z of
physics, clunky
mechanics of moving the
body
any which direction,
forward
time decrees,
manifestation my
brothers swollen
feet, wheels
in motion sugaring me
circles circles
circles

Vehicle
under awning
a
bodys
passenger
the form
will frame
this blueprint
on gravel
with steel
this safe
cannot break

Condado Beach /
Condado Tacos
Your sister gets
engaged at Condado Beach.
You and I when it
happens are in the middle
of another meal, paper
boats of combo soft/hard-
shell concoctions at
Condado Tacos, and when she calls
us later, at The Abbey,
we joke I should have proposed
before Mark did
tonight, when I stuffed-mouth called it!
that they would get
engaged in Puerto Rico, that I should
have wrapped your ring
finger in tortilla and professed
my love, of course, in
a dramatic drunken offering at the
corner of a bar, of
which we have done a thousand times,
but not here, to do it
first, with nostalgia borne from
our presence at a small
chain founded in the city
our story began. But
when we lived in Columbus
we were lukewarm upon
Condados now-sacred
offerings until it felt
like homesickness brought
deus ex machina and a
Condado was constructed
a couple blocks away in
Lawrenceville. There,
our lust for long-ago
brought us back and again.
We feasted through soft
and lean times and almost
threw white flags of
surrender at each other. This
time, at the bottom of
our split-check receipts, we
saw an opportunity to
join their rewards program.
This is how we sign our
own lifetime commitment.

June 22, 2019
Morning
If there is no
coffee
in any of these
storefronts
if I walk up another
hill
scattered branches,
lily weeds
protruding from the
pavement,
roses bending out of
vases
take me into the
tree-
speckled shadows
before I rest there
now.

Someday Ill Enter the
Kingdom
of
I-dont-regret-this
and for now my crown
is
in my mouth. my
temporary
house from
bricks
heavy hands worn
from endless
insistence
of
perfectionism
in a mirrorless
era
of self self self self
self
upon which I am
guilty
indulging in that
grease