Rosemary
Rules
Rosemary
appeared and
she wasnt
looking happy:
You
fucking bums! get
the fuck out of
my place
now! she
screamed:
Gordon, her
husband
began laughing
as the
other four of
us
looked blankly
at each
other: it was
9am and
wed been
drinking
all night:
Youre shaking Rose,
look,
youre shaking,
you need a
drink said
Gordon as he
handed
Rosemary a can
of beer:
Fuck you
bums! she
said, snatching
the drink
and taking some
healthy gulps:
This is
my home,
remember
that, you piss,
shit and
vomit in the
bathroom
or else
youre out
of here, you
understand, you
losers
we nodded our
heads as
her husband
continued
laughing: I
gazed out
of the
lounge
21st floor
window
and looked
across the
town that looked
so
quiet and
peaceful, but
I knew better
than
that and I
laughed
along with
Gordon
as Rosemary
belched
and tossed the
empty
towards an
overflowing
waste
bin.

Tale
Telling
The five of us
stood captured
by his tale
I got her
working, I mean,
she was wetter
than a
slaughter-house
floor
we couldnt
hold back
any longer and
began
laughing at
him:
he became
confused
and angry with
us:
Whats so fucking
funny?! he
demanded:
Okay
I said, smiling,
her story
is that you
couldnt
get hard and
passed out, she
says
you never fucked
her!
Fuck! he said
Weve
all fucked her
I lied, as the
five of us
nodded our
asshole
heads,
grinning:
Okay
he said but
when I woke
up
she told me that
I was
the best fuck
that
shed ever
had and I
never
actually
fucked
her! his
face burning
with a deep
eternal red,
I need a
fucking
drink! he said
walking away
and
we followed like
dumb
thirsty dogs,
our tails
between our legs
and
a laughter
buried deep
within our
youthful
wickedness.

Timely
Excuses
Id
paint pictures, I have visions,
I could create
master-pieces,
I could write a
novel,
a collection of
poetry,
a play,
an opera
and Id
love to play a
musical
instrument as I am
sure that I
would be a
natural
bullshit:
youre full
of self-deceit
and
self-denial,
maybe afraid of
exposure.
lack of
confidence,
whatever,
when art is your
life you
go with the
spirit or you
make
excuses:
like the
great
Bruce Lee
said,
Be
stronger than
your
excuses

The
Smile
Her smiles come
often,
but I could
see
beyond the
smile,
I knew what had
been
before that
smile,
she has a smile
of a
survivor
of wretched
torments
alive with
alcohol and
drugs and
prostitution,
a smile
robbed of
its
purity
and
dignity,
a smile
that even
Mona Lisa
gives a
nod to.

Atomic
Mushrooms
She suddenly
awoke, I felt her
movements as she
rolled over
the edge of the
bed to puke
over the
ashtrays and empty
wine bottles and
then she
fell back to
sleep, she
grunted and
snored like a
fucking tractor
and then
passed wind with
a knock-
out, at which
point I slid
out of her bed,
found my
clothes,
dressed: and then
looked at her:
she was
pretty and a
nice
human being so
far as I
was able to
recall: I didnt
know her name
and I
didnt know
if I should
have any regrets
because
I couldnt
remember
what had
happened, a
complete
alcoholic
blackout of the
night:
I found the
front door
and walked out
into the
world that cared
little
for the atomic
hangover
mushrooming
behind
my blood-shot
eyes.