She Was Never The Crash
Victim
After the crash,
there was no going back into her
body.
Her nose was broken,
head split open,
spine crushed,
one arm half-torn from elbow.
Nothing looked familiar.
"Get her out of there!" someone
shouted.
But she was long gone.
Her father identified the
body.
His breakdown said it all.
"Yes, that's her."
He never did know his own
daughter.
More than remembering the
color
of her hair a month ago,
surely he knew
her nose was fine, her head
together,
her spine straight and firm,
her arms supremely attached and
swinging.
At the funeral home,
the casket was closed.
At least, no one would make
the same mistake her old man
did.
They just wept.
Friends, family, co-workers,
even the attendants in their dark
suits.
Then they buried the
coffin...
just for the sake of burying
something.

Drunken
You staggered
down the sidewalk,
were almost hit
by a car as you
tried to cross the street.
Then you ducked into
an alley to relieve yourself.
And you began to sing
the cracked melodies
of Old Granddad.
You'd be home
eventually
and I would hear you
fall through the front door,
lurch and gobble
up the stairs.
But it was a cop
who stopped you that night,
who listened to your
bleating,
who dragged you to the cell
to dry off until morning.
He booked you,
he lectured you
and he tossed you
into some hell-hole
where you really did belong.
So I got the gift of silence
that night.
And I got the penalty
of guilt and uselessness
for being a boy
and not that cop.

Disturbance, 2.00 AM
friend calls
says he and his woman
had a fight,
she walked out on him,
asks for my advice
it's two in the morning,
he's woken me from
a deep sleep,
my wife also
I tell him to take a sleeping
pill
or a nice hot bath,
pour himself
a glass of wine
or listen to some jazz
I throw out
twenty or more suggestions
all of which I'm sure
won't work
of course
the smartest thing he could
do
is call a friend,
wake him up,
disturb his woman
talk to someone
now equally at odds
with his loved one
but he knows
that already

The 70'S Strangler
No one says anything out
aloud.
The fate of two innocent
girls
throttled by a crazy man
can only be whispered.
People stay with light,
cling to company but
even then they tremble.
They're all waiting for
someone to break down
and cry, "The strangler will
get you if you don't watch
out."
They can all laugh then.
But that's a long time yet.
Reality needs to ferment into
legend.
The cops arrest some guy - a
tramp,
a stranger. He gets life in
jail.
And thirty years into the
future.

Early Morning, Northern
Woods
He's up at dawn, shower,
shave,
half a cup of coffee,
then on the road in blinding
fog.
Past the lake, the cabins,
he slows, thinks he saw
something
big as a truck, off there in the
woods,
and rumbling toward him.
His whole body trembles.
Everything on all sides
is on that nervous cusp of
invisible.
It's there. Then it's not.
It appears. It disappears.
That's when the sounds take
over.
That's when his journey
capitulates.
Suddenly, a giant moose
bounds
across the ghostly highway
ten feet or so ahead of him,
crashes into the brush on the other
side.
His heart struggles to
breathe.
His lungs try to beat.
I could have been killed, he tells
himself.
as he drives on.
He's up at dawn, shower,
shave,
half a cup of coffee,
then out there where the dice keep
rolling.