Church Of First
Sex
I was ahead of my
years.
I even started my own
religion,
sacrificed whatever I
could
to the god of darkened
movie theaters
or the impressionable
sunshine of a spring lake shore.
It was such a natural
phenomenon.
Some blondes, some
brunettes,
some touched, some
watched through a window
with borrowed
binoculars.
I was a moveable
church
on a mission of animal
spirits.
The angels
undressed.
The saints licked their
lips.
The teenage altars never
saw it coming.
Hymns of heavy
breath,
church of great
anxiety...
and no one worshiped
there but me.

Morning On Lake
Como
Whoevers in the bed
behind you
is
meaningless.
He is not where the
warmth, the light,
are coming
from.
Nor is he the glistening
blue lake,
the fancy homes and
hotels
along the
shore,
the sun rising over the
mountains.
Let the other move
about.
He wont attract
your attention.
He can call out to
you.
You will not
hear.
You have no head, no
heart,
for any life
that is not what your
eyes can see.
From a window,
you lean out toward the
day.
No one can stop
you.

I Am A Poet
Because
Okay I admit it, I'm a
poet
but if I was younger, had
a better build,
I'd be a male
stripper.
Or if I was
smarter,
had the
education
and the
dedication,
I'd be that brain
surgeon
or rocket
scientist
everyone's
always talking
about.
And if I could
deal
with people
I'd be in
sales.
And could
sing,
I'd be in show
business.
I'm a poet
for the same
number of
reasons
as there are
occupations
that I've
neither
the will, the
inclination
nor the talent
to tackle.
And, most of
all,
I am a poet
because this is a
poem
and not two pipes fitted
together
or a baby
delivered
or an ocean
liner
steered into
port.
Yes, I am a
poet
because someone had to
write this.

Near-Drowning
It was a close
thing.
The man is lying flat-out
on the hot sand.
The lifeguard is pumping
his chest.
A gurgle of salt water
rolls out of his
lips
followed by a briny
cough
that clears his
lungs.
His wife, in a
panic,
rushes up and down the
beach,
waving a white
towel.
His children look up from
their sandcastle,
suddenly realize
its their parents
who are at the center of
all the commotion.
Dangerous rip out
there, the lifeguard says.
The man is panting like a
hound on a hot day.
He tries to give
thanks
but his words cant
get out of his throat.
A shoreline of punching
hearts
slowly recedes into the
calm of tanning.
One guy, from the
serves him right camp,
releases his
smirk,
goes back to admiring the
tattoos
on his chest.
A life could have ended
just like that.
So many could have been
witness
to their first
drowning.
But near-death is not
death.
A man can get a hug out
of it,
not flowers.
Kids dont have to
go to any wake.
They can make a joke
about their old man
joining up with the
Little Mermaid.
The crowd gain a topic of
conversation
but dont have to
face their own inbuilt obsolescence.
And the lifesaver can
toss it all off as,
Just doing my
job.
He has no need to
ponder
what the job is doing to
him.