
My Life
My life began with
a skeleton
with a smile and
bubbling eyes
in my garden of
dandelions.
Everything else
fell off the edge,
a jigsaw puzzle
piece cut in half.
When young, I
pressed
against my
mothers breast,
but youthful
memories fell short.
I tried at 8 to
kiss my father,
but he was a
welder, fox hunter,
coon hunter, and
voyeuristic man.
My young life was
a mixture
of black, white,
dark dreams,
and mellow yellow
sun bright hopes.
Rewind, sunshine
was a stranger
in dandelion
fields,
shadows in my
eyes.
I grabbed my
injured legs
leap forward into
the future.
Im now a
vitamin C boy
it keeps me
immured
from catching
colds or Covid-19.
Everything now
still leaks, in parts,
but I press
forward.


Jesus and
How
He Must Have
Felt (V3)
Staggering out
Wee-Willy's
dumpy dive bar,
drooped eyes,
my feelings
desensitizing,
confusing my
avocado fart,
at 3:20 a.m., with
last night
splash on of Brut
aftershave.
Whispering to my
outcast
self-sounding more
like pending death.
My body detaching
from myself,
numbed by winter's
fingers.
I creak up these
outside stairs
to my apartment
after an all-night drunk,
cheap Tesco's
Windsor Castle
London Dry
Ginon the rocks.
I thought of
Jesus
how He must have
felt
during His
resurrection
dragging His holy
body
up that endless
stairwell
spiraling toward
heaven.


Most
Poems
Most poems are
pounded out
in emotional
flesh, sometimes
physical skin
scalped feelings.
Its a Jesus
hanging on a cross
a Mary kneeling at
the bottom
not knotted in
love but roped,
a blade of a bowie
knife
heavenward.
I look for the
kicker line
the close at the
bottom
seek a public
poetry forum
to cheer my
aspirations on.
I hear those far
away voices
carrying my life
away-
a retreat into
insanity.


Poets in the
Rain (V4)
All poets are
crazy. Listen to them soak
sponge in early
rain medley notes sounding off.
Crazy, suicidal,
we know who they are:
Edgar Allan Poe,
Sylvia Plath, Dylan Thomas
the drunk, Anne
Sexton, Teasdale
this group grows a
Pinocchio nose.
At times I capture
you here under control.
I want to inspect
you.
All can be found
in faith once
now gone in
time.
With all your
concerns, I see
your eyes layered
in shades of green
confused within
you about me.
Forgive me;
Im just a touch
of wild pepper,
dry Screaming Eagle
Cabernet
Sauvignon, and dying selfishly.
We dont know
if it is all worth it.
I have refined my
image, and my taste
continues to
thrust inside your crevices.
Templates of hell
break loose thunder, belches, and anomie.
Asteroid Ceres
looks like you passing gas,
exposes her
buttocks, and moves on just like ice
on a balmy rock
just like yours.
I will wait
centuries, like critics, to review
this fecund body
of yours-
soiled, then
poppies,
poetry in the
rain.