They Like To Point Their Fingers,
Dont They!
Not a backbone between them
but cowards have no shame.
And that is their downfall
trying to arse kiss away the blame.
A false smile to greet you,
a knife held at your back.
Ripping holes in your reputation,
sending other people to attack.
Theyre intimidated by honour,
by your dignity and pride.
It emphasizes their weakness,
reveals the fear they have inside.
I watch them as they squabble,
construct their master plan.
I check and control my temper
for I will only strike a man.

Negative Nucleus
The negative nucleus of my soul
disappoints everyone around me.
The blood curdling cry of solidarity
often times simply sickens me.
Smile, things cannot be that bad!
said the stupid idiot to the fool.
I have heard better philosophy
from slurring drunks upon barstools.
The negative nucleus of my soul
is not a shield to hide my pain.
The negative nucleus of my soul
was merely born out of the same.

Damned
Ive walked down many crooked paths
Ive
spoken with an untruthful tongue.
All for some desperate entertainment
just to have crazy, soul sickening fun.
I drank from the fountain of
knowledge
but spat it all back out with a curse.
Whenever a drunken
idiot came along
I had to prove that I was far worse.
But now as the
body starts to weaken
and the paranoid mind invents new fear.
I wish to
abscond from this insanity
I want some contentment to crawl near.
I am
tired of swallowing all the bait
and I am sick of rising to the fight.
I am finished with self destruction
even though I tried with all my
might.
Why do I rage with an angry passion
over such trivial and stupid
things?
Why do I change the warmest of people
as if rejection is a goal
I must win?
Ive always damned myself continually
in everything
that I have ever tried.
Yet can I get rid of this poison now
before all
the goodness in me has died?

Dig A Hole
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
and then let me slide
right on in.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
where I can hide my
selfish grin.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
then dont visit,
dont come around.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
just make sure
its in Welsh ground.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
no need for
wreaths or holy prayers.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
for I do not
care if no one cares.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
it really is
time that I said goodbye.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
without
sadness or any tear in eye.
Dig a hole and make it Me-shaped
place no
gravestone above my head.
Gig a hole and make it Me-shaped
it is time
my soul went home to bed.

Disaster Comes In Many Shapes And Sizes
Disaster comes in many shapes and sizes
It varies each
and every single time.
It can set us all shaking in earthquake.
It can
set me shaking without any wine.
It can see me out homeless in the street
It can wake me in a cold police cell.
It can find me losing all of my
money
Or waiting to hear a fire engine bell.
It can make me want to
write poetry
It can make me want to curl up and die.
It can send me off
diving into oblivion
It can make me break right down and cry.
Disasters not nice but its part of life
It walks with us all
always, hand in hand.
Yet disaster it is like the falling rain
You must
push through it out to drier land.

Fan The Flickering Flames Of Fancy
Have you ever wondered
how the world
would be.
If we threw off the shackles
of this messed up society?
Have you ever wondered
how the world would be.
If commonsense took
over
and set us all free?
When the common placed has been misplaced
the fun will really begin.
When love and hate have intertwined
to
birth the perfect sin.
When the mask of leadership finally slips
to
reveal the idiot grin.
We can kick down the doors of depravity
to let
the true answers in.
Have you ever wondered
how life would
be.
If we were left alone
to seek out our own destinies?
Have you
ever wondered
how life would be.
If human nature intervened
to
destroy this common apathy?
The time to decipher the day
is when
the night has fallen.
When stars have pricked open the skies
and
through them the moon has crawlen.
When the denizens of the daylight
are in bed asleep and quiet.
Well fan the flickering flames of
fancy
and let our imaginations run riot.