Hiding From
Meaninglessness
I can hear death
coughing
outside my window
some
nights,
even if others
think its only
a cat chasing a
bird
or a dog tearing
into fresh trash,
because my closed
curtains
need to mean
something
like all the
poems Ive written
inside dollar
store notebooks
and abandoned to
dusty shelves.

Something
Clean
The millenniums
will wash us
away
like bleach
cleanses mold
hiding in a dirty
corner,
and humanity will
be left
with something
clean
begging for us to
mess it up
so we might be
able to create
more
gods
to help us
outlive our deaths,
only for our
voices to fade
into the same
silence
that has
scoured
every echo
we have ever
embraced.

A Poem About
Turning 44
Its hard to
write a happy poem
when my grey hair
outshines
the reddest
roses
and even a
birthday cakes sweetness
has gotten
old.
The music of the
dead everywhere,
louder than my
own voice
humming
Happy Birthday
between drinks of
whisky and water
or ordering a
doughnut for breakfast.
Its easier
to cultivate death poems,
nurturing quiet
laments for whats gone
like Im a
gardener
refusing to give
up on dead flowers,
who never
promised anything.