Old Dogs At Play
Each third or fourth week, the two of us meet
always for
food and drinks with loud gossip
of characters called friends who seem to
age
poorly compared to us, our shared conceit.
Over fine craft beers-
all too exquisite
with ample whiskey shots to stoke our rage
on
politics or man's long, sad decline.
His hope defied and the future
threatened
until a joke or prank lightens the mood
or saucy tales of
loves who were too kind.
Till the toll of drink and curfew beckons
us
both to leave, surfeit of booze and food
Till we wake up with our heads in
our hands
hangover cure waiting on the nightstand.

Flux of cycles on hold
We disengage
return repeat
the process
of
leaving with
no intention to
go anywhere
we can swear
weve been
Permanently
You stalk your prey
to music dancing solo
with
backward steps.
Till Im caught
with desires for others
extinguished/ defenseless
handcuffed to our sins
with everything on
hold
but the next embrace.
Thus it begins
return/ repeat
the blueprint.
No
intention to
Deviate/ improvise
Analyze/ speculate
Past this
temporary
we stay on course
crashing cars we
walk away from.
Dry void of sweat
Were always safe
just a
phase these risks
this life this love
Its ending a detour
well never find
This much in love.

Jesse 5
If I write you a poem, should it rhyme
or be clever with
words, so seldom used
a dictionary must be near to help?
If I write you
a poem, with what design?
Will it be so profound as to confuse?
Would you
prefer that I do something else?
Music's not my style and neither is
dance
without touching once or moving as one.
Were I a jazz soloist, I'd
bend notes
to shake the heavens, if given a chance.
But no, it seems that
poetry's won
and this sonnet will do or so I hope.
But wait, sweet
darling, I've run out of lines
I must start again, I hope you don't
mind...

Cruise Ship Entertainment
She never sweats
tied to a spinning wheel
in
glistening spandex.
He does not miss
as far as I see
the knife thrower-
an artist.
Much later
I dream of her spinning
while I throw
kisses.
Wishing I was young enough
for dangerous games
outside any rules.
To unduly excite her
not that anyone would know
smiling like she does.
During each performance
a fatal mistake
awaits its
chance.
To bow to fate
awaiting her blood
to claim victory.

Kinder Ballets
I haven't forgotten
anything she said,
not a thing
In particular
except it always
came back to
leaving. Losing
and kinder ballets
of betrayal.
I listened
didn't as she
claimed I did
most of
the time.
Correct.
About one thing.
That I'd be back
or regret.
Consequences adrift
in losing her left
a reality
separate
from vision
as if the real victim
was truth.
Yet to remove
its blindfold
I say your name.
Asking the same
considerations
undeserved.
Inviting chaos
you answer only
in paintings and
poems.