To watch, through your special binoculars, the hoy palloy
walk the Croisette;
to be absolutely accepted as a member of Cannes social
to sit in mahogany board rooms and have an abundant say
and to wear your own little captains hat on a big
white yacht in the bay.
A trophy wife, who can smile and flirt without letting it
get out of hand;
an efficient P.A. who will seek to ensure that your office
is suitably grand;
a party manager with a gift for creating the do of
which is carefully structured but never quite loses a
soupcon of wild spontaneity.
A new car that does five gallons a mile and resembles a huge
a fluttering woman to wave you goodbye who doesnt look
like a tart;
memberships of the finest clubs where messieurs drink cognac
to build self-esteem to an apex point where moi-meme
promotes to mon dieu.
In the modern west, these are ideals that define
to consume without undue concern for the shares due to
to float round on boats, drinking like fish and generally
having a ball;
to persuade yourself that your money makes you the idle idol
The adults watch on a bench together
in companioned abandonment; the children roam
the outer fringes of their awesome games
still unentrapped, in worlds never emptying.
There are slides and structures, like earthly tributes
laid at the feet of friendly aliens
to be picked up dead and resurrected
with the sprinkled dust of coloured fantasies.
These will be futures of soft-focussed memories
returning again to lost sounds and old scents
from more mundane, pedestrianised futures
when the burden of days demands an escape.
These will become a caress of echoes
reverberating all the way to old age,
a glorious kaleidoscope tapering downwards,
a journey away from destinations.
Into the foyer, blue suit normal man,
neutrally dressed, to allay anxiety;
security doesnt so much as flicker
a moments gaze away from his Sun.
The most evil of professional intentions,
the blackest heart in the coldest mind,
just needs tie, white shirt, assurance,
and everyones cool like peace itself.
Registration, a la phrase books,
done to tee at reception central;
drony phone voice, Oscars smile,
getting by until the break comes.
Lock door, drop blinds, undo suitcase,
pistol and silencer under the socks,
reminder photo, Sir Whoever,
high-wage hombre wants blown away.
Balcony position, car park vantage,
scene on mind like date stamp picture.
Two quick slugs, consecutive malts
steadying even experienced fingers.
Bang on time, Whoever emerges,
surrounding hoods look round and round;
two quiet pops like opening cans;
target falling, clutching heart.
Leader suit calls for ambulance;
deputy hoods, dull dupe yes men,
lean on bonnet, thanking fortune,
coronary is a no-blame game.
Blue suit normal, out of the foyer,
gulped right back into city hubbub;
no prints, no traces, no real names.
Reception lifts a puzzled eyebrow.