A Staring Contest With
the Dark
As strawberry sundaes
dream of being
pistols,
killing someone
important
enough to make them
famous,
I lie awake, telling
myself lies,
like I'm winning a
staring contest
with the dark, that my
sweet-tooth
didn't die years ago, and
the only bullets
I have don't match any of
my guns,
leaving the night to
write another poem
all over me.
Death for $50 a
Jug
Maybe our deaths will be
efficient
as a jug of
insecticide
we didn't even bother to
read the instructions for,
and as we twitch our
final twitch,
we'll become one with the
bugs
we hated enough to resort
to amateur biological warfare,
while the salesman who
recommended it
seemed nice and helpful
enough
to make us forget it's
the worms
we should be worried
about.
Dying on My
Feet
My epic thoughts about
death have died,
replaced with worries
about investments,
mortgage rates,
inflation, and the price
of diapers, leaving me
dying on my feet,
with my eyes boring as a
door frame,
while I shake inside like
an unseen earthquake
that causes a
tsunami,
bringing the sort of
destruction which feels
like vengeance, even
though it's just
another part of
nature.
Hoping For a Crash
Landing
Maybe tomorrow will be a
blank page,
while yesterday is a
bunch of crossed out words
(adjectives trying too
hard
to be nouns), and right
now is this
poem, scribbled on dollar
store paper
and dead as a pinned
butterfly,
who probably never
thought flight
could be impaled so
precisely.
The whisky
helps
ease the pain from
another day
measured in
money.
dull the church
spires,
trying their damnedest to
scratch an itch
many call
god.
silence the
dead,
who only ask to be
remembered.
love speak up
at those times when
loneliness shushes
our beating
hearts.