Everything Was
Perfect Thank You
we are greeted by a
disrespectful blonde
who brings us
menus
stuffed-crust
resentment, animus aperitivo
anything can be eaten
if you are determined,
if you refuse to send
it back.
Taste is not scent or
flavour
it is temper,
ricochets, lucid dreaming
she brings us bread
soaked in fear and
we eat
apologetic,
are deserving of
less.
She is exhaustion
and we are exhilarated
by crossed wires
our stomachs as liminal
spaces
mistakes buried in the
lining of our guts
excavated by
archeologists a thousand
years from now, they
will ask
why we did not point
out her mistake
because to do so would
shrink everything
in every mistake is
the possibility of
another world
a better and more
forgiving place
Veins
The lines on my hands
are
veins on a
leaf and
out the window
the trees in the
garden
a garden I never
use
slow dance to a
song
from my
dreams.
I hear it
Those overlapping
tones
building churches from
the rhythms
hollowed out trunks
filled with congregation
with choir circles and
amber-encrusted
articles of
faith
an ecclesiastical
encore
all of life itself yet
the books on my shelf
spell out a
betrayal of lost
siblings
rotting corpses
the remnants of my
veins
the last pulses before
the whispers stopped
I place my palms up
new whispers tell me to
close my eyes
turn my palms towards
them
put hands on the glass
and pray.
Career
I could have a
glittering career as
someone who
doesnt
know the layout of our
bedroom
the star of a romcom
about not knowing where the pans
in the kitchen
go
Im majestic and
revered
I am reknown for
this
for my capacity to live
so rooted
in a disfunctional
present that
I cannot see the
ghosts
that are keeping us
from sleep
they dance in the
windowpanes
sliding back and forth
like subroutines
waiting for their cue
to enter