No One Cares (V3)
No one cares
I sit in my
2001 Chevy S10 truck drunk on smoked salmon vodka,
writing this poem on
Subway sandwich napkins.
No one cares my life insurance policy is a
carburetor
full of fumes, worn out filters, filled casket.
No one cares
Nikki my cat; 19-year-old veteran, no bills, no veterinarian visits.
Jesus
is a stray cat and a life of His own.
No one cares no one has adequate
health care, deductibles clauses, debt.
No one cares Mr. Skunk travels
nightly tail up passing
steam by my balcony window 3 A.M. farting both
sides of his glands, anal release.
No one cares I still have microcassette
recorders, obsolete,
old mini cassettes not found any more Wal-Mart, Target
stores.
No one cares poetry-writing compounds saints, sinners, nightmares,
thoughts, twists insanity inward a lonely bitch curls.
No one cares
lines of life too long, house of David too short.
Vampire is history drunk
on blood, innocent-
shacks overload detail, house of horrors-
antique
images, draft dodgers, war hero memories passed out.
I clutch Niles high
school 1965 Memory Book $25 paid
between years past, many hearts gone-
I face thrombosis bulging encore in my right leg.
I failed English
class. I slept through business class next to Tommy James.
Rock star
to be he slept, my head down desk, I looked back up cheerleads legs.
No one
cares I nearly flunked high school,
rode 35 mph in John Hibbard's candy
apple red Mercury Cougar.
Even in high school, there were stoplights, cheap
gas.
No one cares John's parents, both, hated me.
I see shadows, days
as old memories, unjust wars, antique Studebaker Larks.
Life is a worn out
tread tire, rusted rims, steel now in junkyards.
Niles High School, August
15 2015, 50th reunion
sees you all there-memories, faces most forgotten.
Revising this poem backward confused with tenses,
no one cares, I site
in my 2001 Chevy S10 truck
drunk again smoked salmon vodka.
I have
always hated the rules.
Little penis travels in the dark.

Jesus in the Snow
(V2)
I find your footprints here in
snow, fresh and broken.
Will your lawyer fragment me, talk
to Jesus private tonight.
Will belief set me out of chains,
battery acid, free?
Life here is a urinal.
Search moon-eye in lonely sea feel
swim of exile, sandpaper spots on skin, do not torture me.
Even devil in hell has his
standard, private harvest, his jukebox baby.
Jesus suffers with the poor feels
lonely in distant planets shares visions of the moon.
Let me drive you home truck tracks,
then you left footprints in snow.
Do you hear sounds on the radio,
jukebox baby?
I copy over, print remains, over
footprints in snow.

Lilly, Lonely Trailer
Prostitute
Paint your face with cosmetic
smiles.
Toss your breast around with
synthetic plastic.
Dont leak single secrets to
strangers-
locked in your trailer 8 foot wide
by 50 foot long
with twisted carrots, cucumbers,
weak batteries,
and colorful dildos-youve
even give them names:
Adamss pleasure skin, big Ben
on the raise, Rasputin:
the Mad Monk-oh no, no,
no.
Your legs hang with the signed
signatures
of playboys and drifters
ink.
The lot rent went up again this
year.
Paint your face with cosmetic
smiles.

Harvest Time (V8)
A Métis lady,
drunk-
hands folded, blanketed as in
prayer
over a large brown fruit
basket
naked of fruit, no vine, no
vineyard
inside-approaches the
Edmonton,
Alberta adoption agency.
There are only spirit
gods
inside her empty purse.
Inside the basket, an
infant,
restrained from life,
with a fruity winesap
apple
wedged like a teaspoon
of autumn sun
inside its mouth.
A shallow pool of tears
mounts
in his native baby blue
eyes.
Snuffling, the mother
offers
a slim smile, turns
away.
She slithers
voyeuristically
through near slum
streets
and alleyways,
looking for drinking
buddies
to share a hefty pint
of applejack wine.